You'll be alright, Steve. It will be what you expect & not, like anything that's new. Don't psyche yourself out, just go with it. Focus on your current health & concentrate on staying as well nourished as possible. Erik

dx 2/11/04 scca bot T3 IU 2B MO poorly differentiated, margins ok, 3/16 modest, jaw split, over half of tongue removed, free flap from left forearm - finished chemo & rad treatment 5/20/04