Hi Stephanie,
I'm so sorry that her tumor is back. My biggest worry if I have a reoccurance is not how I will feel but how my older girl's will feel. I think they will spend all their time looking for a miracle for me and then feel like they couldn't "save" me. I am guessing that you are spending every spare moment you have trying to find a miracle for your mother, you are just not willing to give up, which is understandable. If I could offer you advice it would be to first, get her some pain management, she doesn't need to be in pain. Second, keep looking for answers and hope but look in the correct places, which would be at the large cancer centers with the top doctors. Nowhere on the internet are you going to find a cure for your mom. You will find people that will take your money and give you false hope but whatever course your mothers cancer is going to take is going to happen.
As a mother, it would break my heart to see my daughters desperately trying to save me. I hope that if that time comes, that they will just spend their time with me, making me smile and laugh as they have since they entered my life.
If there is anything I can do for you and your family please just ask.
Minnie