Sweety
Feel free to vent any time, at least if you are venting you are dealing with your experience. Sometime its much easier to talk to people that are not family or close friends. I found that talking to people that were not close was most helpfull. Here everyone has been there, their experience helps me to understand my own feelings. Also I don't want to bring down those family members that are trying so hard to help me.
Hang in there, lots of LOVE AND PRAYERS your way