Oh Susanlaura, hang in there. Your words take me right back to exactly where you are, and I made it. So can you. There are medications for the nausea, so tell your nurses/docs that you need something better. When my chemo really made me urpy, I was given some stuff that took care of it and pretty much knocked me out, but my husband was able to put food in the PEG, so that worked out. Good for you for getting the PEG. You need to slow down that weight loss because you need the energy to combat the horrible assault being committed against you. And remember, not every day will be as bad as today. You can make it, you really can! I am sending some special positive energy your way.
Joanna