God blessed us with her in our lives - however briefly. What an honour and miracle. frown I feel so sad that her babies will only know their mama through the memories/stories of family and friends.

I gotta tell you guys - I REALLY HATE this F'ing disease! I'm so angry I could spit but I'm so stinking overwhelmed all I can do is cry.

This ugly cancer thing throws new twists to the lives of everyone it touches and I'M stinking TIRED!!!


Caregiver to Uptown/Ed, SCC Stage IV, Base of tongue - Completed Chemo (Cisplatnin/5FU) and 45 days' simultaneous Radiation 10/08/03