Gary, there is not a day that goes by I do not think of the 50/50 thing...and the fact I may be alone without him. BP is running lower than usual. Temperture fluctuates. He looks pale or yellow at times, just not healthy. Sleeps while talking at times, then he tries to keep mobile. So sad. Will not allow family to see him. I am getting so drained by this. Today maybe a good day because he is going to a lodge with other cancer patients. He will be coming home on weekends. His diagnosis is T4AN2B. What do you make of that?

Carol CG to Husband age 60 Stage IV SCC right tonsil T4AN2B tx rad x 35 chemo x 2 Currently after treatment no sign of cancer in throat. (all clear to date)