Marie-lyne, You are going through what each of us fears will happen. I know all of our hearts feel your fear and pain. So please know that we are here to hear you and help you in any way we can. But you need to remember how strong you were the first time. You can and will do it again. Each of us draws on a hidden source of strength that only seems to make itself available when we really need it. At least this time you have an idea of what is coming and can prepare as best you can. Hold David and your children close, gather everyone you can think of for your support system and determine you will attack this as a soldier. Fight on!
Best wishes and love!
Jamie