Dear marie-lyne, It's natural for you to be physically sick at this news,[most of us caregivers to our loved ones react that way] but very soon you are going to be the one everyone is going to lean on, so you need to get on your feet in a hurry.[read that to mean "you can't fall apart"] Since you have been through some of this before, you know more about what you will need to do to get ready to fight this again. Get your support system in place again. Remember, there are still good avenues of treatment available to him. Make every day count. I'm so sorry your family is dealing with this again. Amy