We have to plan for the future but we cannot plan for the future. Having cancer is sort of being married to a practising alcoholic, your life is controlled by insanity you cannot change. OK, maybe it is not a very good comparison, or maube it is.
I still feel like I am a healthy person that has been kidnapped by this weird disease - or now two of them - and as if it should be possible just to shake it off, and go back to being ME again.
I don't like the new normal, where normal means that when you are just getting used to one miserable thing, another jumps out of nowhere and attacks you with a sledgehammer.

Ed, good luck with your class, I hope it is something you really enjoy! I had actually been looking into signing up for something (teaching ESL) but this new complication is going to postpone it for a while.
Leena