Brett-
I'm sorry about your news. We just had a scare, too. Perservere. We will be praying that it turns out well for you.

I think we all have a love/hate relationship with our medical/oncology team and the hospital scene. Each time we walk that fine line/hear the drum roll I think about Ed's first day (when they made his mask/did his simulation for radiation). There was this relatively young guy - maybe 25 at most 30. When they took Ed back - I couldn't go for that part. The young man burst out in tears and apologized for not telling Ed directly. He made me promise to tell Ed that even when Ed got so sick of needles, hospitals, treatments, surgeries, etc. - NEVER give in (more accurately "up"). He went on to say that he had recurrent cancer for 5 years - Non Hodgkins Lymphoma - tried every type of trial, transplant, everything - just so he could have one more day with his kids/family. He said he knew he may not see a cure but for every day he allowed them to try something to help him, he was really helping someone else to have just one more day.

I'm praying this will be a false alarm and we'll all give a sigh of relief. Our creator sure has some interesting plans for us, don't you think? We'll all band together and get through it. Leave the worry to us and you focus on being well!