Gnelson,

I haven't begun to go through what you have, but I can tell you that your frame of mind may have low points every once and a while, but you always seem to pull yourself up by the boot straps (can you tell I'm from Texas) You are always on this board to offer encouragement and support to people.
Just reading your posts helps me, because I figure if you can jump on and help people after all that you've been through, I can too.
How much help am I - I don't know but I believe it helps all of us knowing there is a place we can say the things we could never say in front of our family and friends.
So keep that spirit that has you on this board helping others. Cause I'm one person that you and others have helped.
Take care,
Dinah