Dear Johanna - You have received incredible encouragement from the folks above and I just want to add to the encouragement. You sound like an incredible person and you have so much to offer the youth of our world and fellow travelers - and it sounds like you truly love what you are doing - so, keep on keeping on - you will just have to go down this road, take the bumps and it will lead back to your main highway. It is all so frightening at first and so much to absorb but with all of us here to answer your questions, calm your fears and give you hope and encouragement, you can do it.

Take care and stay in touch,
Marty