Hi Kaplan,
Sorry to hear of your recurrence, but as folks have said, you have come to the right place and things in cancer treatment have changed.
My husband just completed reiradiation of his neck and more chemo after a recurrence of tonsil cancer from nearly five years ago. Although he was treated at a community hospital the first time, this time he was seen at a comprehensive cancer center and there is a world of difference in the level of expertise and approach. Have you looked into being treated at a ccc?
Loretta