Thank you all very much for your support, I am going to try, I really need to. I almost lost my best friend to Hodgkins lymphoma I sat by her bedside almost everyday, watched this healthy, energetic, 33 year old women and a mother of two little boys lose all of her strength, spunk, and basically life, she could not even get out of bed, just barely long enough to use the bathroom, this went on for a year and 9 months of chemo, and now she has been cancer free for 3 years, and is back to her old fun and energetic self. Now what gets me is the fact that she smoked the whole time going through this, and she still smokes, I just do not understand that, I would think that would have scared her enough to quit, but it did not. And now I have lost my wonderful and amazing Father to cancer, he was a strong, healthy, energetic man, but still through his pain and suffering he still had spunk. He gave an awesome fight and with such dignity, he was an incredibly awesome and wonderful man, He is without a doubt my hero, and I love him so very much. So you see with losing my Father and almost losing my friend, you would think that would be enough for me to quit, but I am still smoking. I not only want to do this for myself but I want to do it for my three beautiful children. Thank you all. Packer66 Littlegirl