I get all my food and nutrients from TPN which is administered through my portacath. I understand it is going to take awhile for my throat and neck to heal, but I still have 12 treatments to go. Has anybody quit treatments before they were done? That is all that I can think of --- I don't want to give up but I can't help but think that I've already died and went to hell. IS THIS PAIN AND MUCUS EVER GOING TO GO AWAY!
Stupid question... but does anybody know how we dispose of all the dead cells that chemo and the radiation treatments are causing?