Hi, All, I`m not going to change my log in name, so Packer is stays with us all. My appreciation of everyones support goes beyond words. My grieving hasn`t started yet. Probably when my kids leave next week that will start. It`s funny the things that matter when we lose someone. I know Kim and Dave met Mellow, the teddy bear, he went through all Frank`s treatments with him, now I can`t let go of him.No one understands this horrid disease but those of us on this road, in the coming weeks, this board is going to be very important to me. Frank taught me so many things about the true shining through of a soul, he came to teach us so much about so many things, and I just wasn`t ready to let him go yet, but that wasn`t up to me. In the coming weeks I`m really going to have to hang on to you guys, your part of my family. Bless you all.........Dee