I am so sorry for the pain. And, the waiting is the worst! Anxiety sucks. I went from having the occasional earache, to some jaw pain ( thought i was having a heart attack) to finding my tumor. Then it was wait to see the ent, wait for biopsy reaults, wait for ct results, wait for surgery. The waiting sucks, and the pain got worse. Ugh.....hang in there. I felt like I was on the crazy train and hadnt even gotten to the tunnel.