Marcy is so weak and in so much pain, it is unbearable to see her this way. Her tumors have grown too much for her to receive IMRT now.
The tumors on the outside of her face as well as the tumors inside her face and neck are all infected. They have her on 4 different antibiotics at this time. Marcy is so scared, she wants to eat so bad but the chance of her choking on anything is very real. She had a episode where she couldn't breath after drinking water so she is terrifed. She has a oxygen mask by her bed as well as a suction device so she can clear out some of the mucus in her throat. She doesn't want to die she just wants to go home and beable to be with her daughter. I am there for her but watching her cry and so weak is heartbreaking. I know I have to be strong for her, but God is really pushing it here. I don't understand why God would let such a wonderful person suffer so. We are trying some herbal remedies at this time for our hope and Marcy is clinging to that. Please pray for Marcy. They say the more prayers the brighter the beacon of light for the angels to see.

God Bless,
Michelle