Ed, I am so sorry.
I do think that once you get your head around this, as Zenda says, it won't be too bad. We are all creatures of adaptation. You have had to make so many adaptations and adjustments to how you live your life already. Think of this as just 1 more. Life is worth it, I know that you know this.
Think how creative you will be with your Vitamix!
Think how much easier breathing will be. Life without infections and all that goo!
I know that there is no quit in you.
Tammy