SAC,
Good advice about letting the docs do the worrying (we pay them GOOD MONEY to worry for us). I still had to worry a bit on my own, however, just for the H$## of it. Hang in there, do something good for yourself just cause you can. Find SOMETHING to take your mind off the nagging wondering and you'll be better able to deal with the news, whatever is it, when it comes round. Best of luck, keep us posted!
Andrea