That and the drinking is out of boredom. I get up, go to work, go home to a family that no longer wants me there, crawl into bed, drink and read or watch TV until I go to sleep.
I just keep having these awful outbursts of rage. They're new.


Large sore on right side tongue. Had for 3 mos. biopsied came back stage 2 well differentiated tongue cancer. Partial tongue removal and neck disect. On feb142012. Rads for 6weeks finished in June. Couldn't speak or eat for 5 months. Clear pet scan dec 2012. Former smoker hpv- 27male. Recent ENT visit said "as far as I can tell you're cured" 💗