Glad you have such friendly people there surrounding you. I'm in my second week and listen to music. They have sound system and i just stick my iphone in there.Three songs...and treatment is over. The music is very very helpful to me. I had so many problems with my tongue depressor during simulation, so...I took it home and practiced unti I was able to get used to it while breathing calmly through my nose, while listening to my favorite music. Maybe this could help you....?
Best of wishes to you Pedro.


Nancy (53 at dx)
Metastatic SCC. Stage III. HPV positive with occult primary. N1, no ecs
7/1/11 - L-Selective neck dissection. Tonsillectomy. All clean. No rad, no chemo.
5/29/13 - Found primary
7/3/13 - TORS
7/8/13 - Emergency Surgery/Blood vessel burst in throat
8/9/13 - Peg in
9/3/13 - Radiation starts 30 IMRT, 60gy BOT, 56gy both sides of neck
10/14/13 - Radiation ended!
11/12/13 - PEG out!