Hi ChristineB, thanks for reply and offered support, after talking to my RO this morning and having Anti-anx meds did help,the biggest boast today came from others having treatment today. Especially the little old lady ( her son said she was 85) she smiled said hello , it will be ok boy and then everyone else waiting joined , it's amazing how people can bond so quickly and support each other.
So I have now had my first successful treatment, the journey is now started.
Cheers thanks for your kind words