hi Jaqueline,
welcome to the OCF.
i know MaryAnne who had a total laryngectomy 16 yrs ago... she was a middle aged then. she is married and has a wonderful life with her husband. MaryAnne has a beautiful smile and loves to talk. She can really be the life of a party.
So let me say that it is entirely possible to have friends and a good life. I believe that you can do it too.
cu,
larryb