I am with all of the above posters.

If doing nothing means this tumour could result if a poor outcome, and if the surgery and aggressive approach also has the same result, then I would choose the surgery and aggressive treatment. At least then you have a chance.

Look into all the options mentioned. Yes, with the more aggressive treatment you may have some unwanted side effects - but then you - like the rest of us - would deal with them as they come up. Swallowing problems? Not something to even be a consideration at this point - you would work that out (just ask Christine!). You are young - 50 years old.

My advice would be to take a strong stance here - investigate alternatives - look into cyberknife, other radiation forms, chemo and surgery to get this taken care of. I think we all feel better when we are taking action, and I think there are still too many unexplored options for you to make a decision. Be on that phone in the a.m. making NOW appointments with your consultants. Time is of the essence. Tell them you will wait in their waiting rooms for an appointment if necessary!! This is the time when you get to BE PUSHY.

My second round of chemo was unconventional and had a huge number of side effects, but I told them I was too young to just quit and that I wanted to live to see a grandchild (that still hasn't happened - not sure how long I would have to live to see THAT!!), but I clearly told my surgeon and radiation oncologist to look for alternatives. They did, and I am here today.

Good luck. This will not be an easy path, but we are here for you regardless of how you proceed.

Hugs from one of the "Colonies"

Donna