Hi Everyone, back again to share my feelings, and look for a little advice at the same time. the first �light at the end of the tunnel� was finishing treatment. I did that successfully, and realize I should be happy about that, but now the next light at the end of the tunnel seems very dim and looks much farther away. The good is, I was able to go back to work after 5 weeks out of treatment, but it is not easy. I need about 10 hours sleep to feel halfway rested and generally feel pretty crumby. The biggest problem I�m having is with eating. It seems like such a hassle just to eat that I usually just try to get my calories by drinking about 6 Ensure a day. Is it ok to do this until I start to get an appetite and taste back for food? It�s depressing not eating food but even more depressing being disappointed by the taste of everything.