Vik

What Christine said. Bear in mind that none of us with these recurrences who are posting are dead, are we?. Having the cancer come back is FEAR number ONE. It never goes away, but speaking strictly for myself, I post even if it scares newcomers because I want to show there is hope no matter what. Plus I like to think it cheers people up to think: gee, it could have been as bad as Charm's or Eric's or Christine's or Paul's or Kelly's etc etc.instead of comparing themselves to those who never get cancer.
Charm