First of all no one is a saint there are many here who've smoked etc.. Self recrimination is a waste of time. I would ask to put your name on a waiting list try to get in early if you can. Hopefully it's nothing, and if it is do why you can to make sure it never becomes a reality. Hugs!

Cheryl : Irritation - 2004 BX: 6/2008 : Inflam. BX: 12/10, DX: 12/10 : SCC - LS tongue well dif. T2N1M0. 2/11 hemigloss + recon. : PND - 40 nodes - 39 clear. 3/11 - 5/11 IMRT 33 + cis x2, PEG 3/28/11 - 5/19/11 3 head, 2 chest scans - clear(fingers crossed) HPV-, No smoke, drink, or drugs, Vegan