So here I am almost a year later and such a sad sack. I was feeling great because I'm mostly back to "normal". Eating real food although several foods still present a challenge, gained some weight back. But we started putting the Christmas decorations up and I got really sad. I don't know if its because we're getting close to my one year anniversary or I'm still haunted by the what ifs but its almost like my mind is saying "step back, don't get too involved, this might be the last one"
And now I'm dealing with vertigo and dizzy spells I'm convinced are from radiation.