So glad to see updates on how you are doing, Kerri. What a great guy Dan is for being such a good support and giving you good reminders! Be sure and get the rest you need. Don't worry about "self pity" - What it really is, is "compassion" - and it's ok to have a little compassion for yourself for you've been through some tough times. Be good to yourself, get the rest you need and the fortitude will come. If you have the choice to post or to rest - I hope you rest. We will all be around thinking about you and sending you positive recovery vibes.