John

You have hit the best way of coping: caring for others. When you know that a person or pet depends on you, you can cope.
This is the roughest patch right now you are going through. You are young and already healing. It will get better and better.
Of course, I'm a big advocate of medical MJ also to cope.
Keep the Faith
Charm


65 yr Old Frack
Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+
2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG
2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery
25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Apaghia /G button
2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa
40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin

Passed away 4-29-13