I saw my Radiation Dr today. He is one doctor who has always been up front and honest about my cancer and treatments. He told me that radiation would probably do me more harm than good right now. My cancer is going to keep coming back. I asked him to give me a straight answer on how much time I have. His answer was 6 months to a year. He also said he hates to tell patients that because you never know. I am trying to come to grips with this. I know shouldnt give up hope and I am still getting a 2nd opinion from an oncologist not affiliated with this hospital on Thursday.I also had some tests done today for the clinical trial EKG another CT and blood work. I will most likely be starting that chemo next week.