Mick

It is hard to know how to channel the anger. I had to smile when I read your other post about threatening the male nurses. I begged my wife and son to bring me my billy club to the ICU because I fully intended to use it on the male "ghost" nurse there but they knew I actually would have so they would not bring it. -So that reaction seems perfectly normal to me.

Why wouldn't you be angry after what has happened? I'm not going to repeat Eric or Sandy's advice but it's good. Myself, I use my anger to motivate me to focus on the half full part of the chalice of my life because otherwise the very cancer I'm angry with would win
Charm


65 yr Old Frack
Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+
2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG
2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery
25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Apaghia /G button
2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa
40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin

Passed away 4-29-13