John is in the hospital. Found out yesterday that he has mets to pelvis and brain.
He had severe disorientation and dizzyness so took him to ER Tues nite and after CT and MRI discovered mets.
Nothing more they can do. He is sedated and comfortable with pain meds. Hospice is next step. Don't know if I can do this. Heartbroken.


Bonnie

CG to husb John, 57, love of my life for 35 yrs.
Dx 2/10, T2N2cMx, SCC BOT & lymph nodes.
Non smoker. Biopsy HPV+.
No surgery - IMRT 35X + 7 chemos cleared BOT
9/10-mets to lungs.
2 rounds chemo, last one trial drug which did not work.

Lost the battle, but walking in Glory 9/7/11.