Bonnie,

Vent away my dear. With an incurable prognosis I wouldn't worry about the delivery system i.e. baked goods or vaporizor, I'd just smoke the hell out of some MM.

My plan if I do get a recurrence and the prognosis isn't good is to move across the border (WA st) and fly high all the time before I bow out. Trust me getting some good stuff will loosen him up and if it has the same effect it did on me, not only will he find everything funny, clean out the cupboards, but he'll also get the engine roaring again. Couple that with some Yohimbe or the little blue pill and maybe some testosterone replacement and you've got yourself a party without the hangover in the morning. Yeehaw!

Anyway, not to get inappropriate but I really do think MM is the way to go. What's the saying? Smoke em if ya got em?

Keep your chin up Bonnie!

Eric