I had to take an opiate pain pill tonight for the first time since Dec.09. Nerve pain has been going pretty strong lately coupled with the pain from some teeth that broke last week or so ago.

Pain has been an ongoing issue for me, however after I dropped the pain meds I told myself I wouldn't touch them again. I know its stupid but I can't help but think I just failed...I hate failing .

Now the itching starts...awesome

Sorry, venting

Eric


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