Why you gotta kick me in the nuts again Eric, lol.
I took your advice, did a ton of research and really I am at their mercy I guess. I can't collect from unemployment because of something that happened several years ago, and I kinda owe the jerks some dough. I really want to own my own, I would like to start up a tool truck franchise since that would be so easy for me as far as knowing the tools and how to deal with guys in this field. Downside to that, our toolboxes have wheels, we move alot and the last thing I wanna do is track down some ass trying not to pay me. As well as dealing with a district manager, I guess moral of the story is this Eric, I have that feeling of fearlessness now but where that fear once was is now a pressure to take a shitty job and career I hate to keep my family happy.
Trust me, Ive had many of dreams of just making hemp bracelets,listening to Peter Tosh and trying to make as many people smile as possible. You should have seen me today, My mood of agressive serotonine levels really jived those assholes. And as my mentor said " Why even stick it to em', Just turn your back and leave, be who you are and know where youre appreciated and supposed to be! " He said. " Nate, don't you f@%kin' end up like me, live your dreams and dont let nothing stop you!" He said. As it all kept hitting me and I cried for the first time ever talking to this man I hold so high, I realized he was so damn right. I picked this career because I felt I had to make a decision fast for a career. I was pushing a few years out of HS and just jumped in, I hate it. I realize why my Uncle and his nephews are the way they are, why Old Man Jim never gave a rats ass.
Well, it does have wheels...I guess I will make a few phone calls about getting that big ass box again and move on with life. I have no money to start up my own business or get into a franchise. That is the problem with my dreams....Thanks Eric, you are as well another Mentor I hold dearly in my life. I am glad you were put in my path for this journey we call life. Hey, there is always Botany? ; )
Your Friend,
Nate
