 Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts)
Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 | Sorry that you are getting so anxious about the dates of your traumatic anniversary. Im sure its a terrible thing for you to relive this. I think this is whats called post traumatic stress syndrome. You will need some counseling and possibly anxiety meds to work thru this. I wish you luck on this journey. I hope you get the help you need so that next year it doesnt bother you so much. The ordeals we have all gone thru is what makes us understand each other so well, its has a name, called something bonding. Im hoping you will be able to get some peace from this.
ChristineSCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive  | 
