I have passed the time I had surgery last year. But during radiation things didn't go very good for me. As a brief reminder I spent 11 days in ICU 8 of them I was intubated and tied to the bed. The closer it gets to April the more I Obsess about being unconscious for almost 2 weeks. I don't worry so much about the cancer, the damage done by radiation, but this just seems to be getting worst the closer I get to the time it happened. Have any of you experienced anything like this if so what did you do? I know counseling is an option but what do I say I have an obession with a 2 week time period that I will never remember?

55 12/17/09 High Grade Muceopidermoid Carcinoma Alerted by Largo my Mini Schnauzer
1/18/10 Clr PET
1/27/10 Surgery found Perineural invasion
3/22/10 Began Rad
05/05/10 34 rads
8/19/10 Clr Pet Scan
12/13/10 Clr Ultra sound/biopsy
5/4/11 MRI Clear
8/2/11 All Clear
5/25/12 All Clear
6/3/2016 All Clear
5/25/2025 All Clear