Eric
Between three and four in the morning, those are heady thoughts
Very glad to read your post and see that you are doing well.
Usually I was listening to Steve Miller's the Joker, singing along with the words, especially Midnight Toker, when I was feeling that way. Or doing my Zonker imitation out of Doonesbury with a early "start" on the day.
I also get that feeling at Midnight Mass on Christmas Eve, with the incense and candles evoking childhood memories. So thanks brother for posting a truly wonderful celebration of life.
Charm