DH finally had PET ran on Friday...appt with surgeon to go over results tomorrow. Just read CMMoore's posts...my heart is breaking as I have seen this same behavior with my own husband...fortunately we've avoided guns though the mood swings and the talk of suicide has been rampant. At the moment we're in a better place....at least until tomorrow. I'm on Klonopin 3 x daily for 2 years now...DH has been on almost every antidepressant, etc. and can't find something that doesn't make the suicidal talk start up after a few weeks. Say a little prayer for us on the PET....and then say a little prayer for all of us OCF folks...caregivers, patients, relatives...we are all walking a rough road.