Nathon, You are amazing! thanks for sharing that with us!! You look great and sound great! I am sorry if you feel like your friends have bailed. I know that I shut my friends out when I was at my worst. I had a few people that intercepted and I just basically hid out. I guess we just get through it the best we can, wether we are the patient or the friend. I know when I was younger I had such a hard time with hospitals and stuff. I just didn't know how to respond. It wasn't that I didn't care. I am getting better as I get older. I will be on the look out for your utube updates. Try to let us know when you update it.