Hi Beth,

Perhaps we're the youngest two in the bunch? I'm 23 years old and found out in March that I had cancer. First of all, I think you need to stop looking at statistics. I was a Statistic Freak when I found out about my cancer. That crap scared me to death. I was having panic attacks and literally planning out my funeral arrangements. My dad was so concerned about me that he called my ENT Doctor to discuss my situation. My amazing doctor called on a Saturday to tell me that I'm not a statistic. Everyone's case is different. Your case is your own, Beth.

I know you're scared. And probably pretty ticked off too. People our age should be starting new careers, getting married, or traveling. Why the hell do we get stuck with this crap? It's not fair and it totally sucks. Beth, this is just a bump in the road for you. I know you're going to do great through treatment. I got pretty annoyed with people when they told me a positive attitude is key, but it's very true.

I know how you're feeling emotionally. Probably one of the worse feelings in the world. Send me a PM whenever you want to vent.

Ashley