Take a break and go for a day shopping or whatever relaxes you. You do seem stressed by your words. My Mom made me take my family for a day or so to give us a break. But of course maybe she is the one that got the break,, away from me for a day.

Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here