Seda,

Many of us live with the side effects of radiation, but I don't know anyone living with the side effects from death.

Sorry you have to make these decisions, but don't let the fear of something make you lose sight of what's important...living. Read the quote in my signature. I've never regretted any of the treatment decisions I made, even the one that disfigured me.

Eric


Young Frack, SCC T4N2M0, Cisplatin,35+ rads,ND, RT Mandiblectomy w fibular free flap, facial paralysis, "He who has a "why" to live can bear with almost any "how"." -Nietzche "WARNING" PG-13 due to Sarcasm & WAY too much attitude, interact at your own risk.