Teresa -
I'm sorry about your friend's death. I can understand your feeling happy and guilty at the same time. If we are ever able to be in two places at once, someone will find a way to make us feel guilty we weren't in a third place.

It's sad to lose anyone, but you were where you needed to be - emotionally and physically.

Prayers and hugs to you.

Marlene

Marginal mandibulectomy 6/17/08 resulted in DX of Stage I SCC - gingiva (3 mm) right mandible, buccal side. Clear margins. Occasional social drinker. Smoked last cigarette in 1979. Clear pet: 12/08; 7/20/09. Yay!