thank u all for your encouraging words.
i think it just effected me more knowing she has cancer and it hit me pretty hard when i found out she was sent home.

eric-ur story touched me personally. but i dont know which would be better (like one can be BETTER), not knowing til the end or being told but not being able to see her even knowing the end is near. her daughter is very firm in the fact that she does not want to see ANYONE.