Pat, be glad you are not alone. I went thru most including Rads and Chemo and I was so lonesome at times. I came here to our family and found my solace with our friends. These people don't kit, but they saved my sanity at times. LOL I know I am almost there anyway. come here for comfort Pat . It works better than someily because we all understand where you are and where you will be going.

Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here