Hi Gina, How I wish this could all be behind you. How we just hate cancer, it's so damm evil and every other nasty thing we could say. I fell apart when I had a scare, so when you talk about crying...I hear that. In the end, what other choices are there, but to continue along the required path to wellness? Without this site...I would be so dumb! At least we have each other to cheer us on, encourage & learn from and lean on! Keep us posted, because we really, really care! DianneMH