OP "Above & Beyond" Member (500+ posts) Joined: Apr 2007 Posts: 794 | Hi Deb and Eileen! Thanks. I feel like someone kicked me in the stomach and am just so frightened for her. My girls don't deserve to witness this again. My younger child lost both of Eddie's parents in under 18 months; last night she cried out of fear. I am going to pront out what you wrote Eileen-mom is more of a visual listener, if you understand that? I can talk but she can't pay attention it seems. Maybe she will be understand what you wrote by reading it herself. I hope your experience helps her-awakens her. Debbie- I am ready to come and hide in your spare room!!! Florida is calling my name more and more. Lost my new job, boss wasn't getting paid by insurance companies, tired of taking care of peope who won't listen and am ready to hang up my cg title. I have two beautiful girls who deserve to be free of fear. A man who loves me and who has stood by me in no matter what conditions. I want to be me-me 15 yrs ago, prior to all the fears and illnesses my family has endured. I sound so selfish don't I?
Donna CG to Mom, dx 4/25/07 with tongue cancer,T3N0,tx began 7/6/07, 31 tx's of IMRT, 8 cycles of Erbitux. Brachytherapy, surgery, left neck dissection and temp trach placed all on 9/17/07, trach removed 10/17/07. ORN of jaw, late effect of radiation symptoms. **lost my beautiful mother on 5/5/11.
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